Wednesday, December 14, 2016

published piece on my work

http://www.masqmag.com/blog/2016/11/30/a-breath-of-wind-to-brush-past-images-of-bloodline




Saturday, December 3, 2016

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Video work

Inspiring young pacific Entrepreneurs 



Work for the Opa Network

Monday, November 7, 2016

http://djaemcdees.wixsite.com/mysite



http://djaemcdees.wixsite.com/mysite
Photography by D&Briez Photography Ltd 
Make up worn: Anastasia Contour kit  http://www.makeup.co.nz/anastasia-beverly-hills.html
Lips Kylie Jenner lip kit Dolce K 
Model Brie M 
Photo taken on Nikon D5100
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Saturday, November 5, 2016

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

check it out

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If i am painting that is def my down time its my way of chilling out and relaxing just throw on some music and thats me for a whole day.

Saturday, September 3, 2016

HI GUYS

Check out my new website
Introducing D&Briez Photography


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Wednesday, August 17, 2016

attn all Cook islanders



Kia orana, please delete if not allowed, I was wondering if someone could help me, I am writing my artist statement and I am a little stuck on how to write a passage due to not been raised within my culture or knowing very much about it as I wasn't whangied (Sorry don't know the Cook Is word)
whether a quote or a sentence maybe proverb, I am trying to find a way to say, I use my daughter within my work to show she is apart of me and my bloodline, the reason i am not in my own work is,
I am trying to show the relationship between my birth father and myself.
I want people to know that although i didn't have the chance to meet him before he passed away, I still feel like I am apart of him, and think of my adoption as my fathers gift, my work is my way of carrying on his heritage as a Cook Islander and returning that gift.
I was thinking of adding something like seeing my work in the Cook Islands or visiting would be my way of returning to my roots and finding my way home. Any help or advice would be so greatly appreciated I wouldn't need you to write my statement I am just looking for advice or help :)

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

What makes me the Ethnicity I am?

What makes me the Ethnicity I am?

The most common thing that all of our guest speakers had, was a solid knowledge of themselves and their culture. By them knowing this, it gave each guest, a strong ground to work on, in being able to back up their work with ease. As one of my questions, put towards our panel was, what makes you the nationality/ethnicity you are? I decided to cover this subject in my essay, is your ethnicity your blood? How you were raised? Or where you were born? With all of these questions on what I didn’t know, I decided that my subject , would be about myself, my artwork and my culture.  Although put in to a contextual way, describing how I was raised, and how it has made me who I am today, including the side of myself, that I don’t know a lot about, and how that has still molded me in to the person I am.

I thought I would start with the hardest question, and that, would have to be, “what don’t I know about myself”? Although would like too.
Short answer, I don’t know the Rarotongan language, and I don’t know very much about my birth fathers life. Apart from him being from the Cook Islands.

I was inspired by this Maori proverb, which made me want to know more; “Whaia to iti kahurangi kit e tuohu koe me he maunga teitei”. Which means: Seek the treasure you value most dearly; if you bow your head, let it be to a lofty mountain.  www.maori.cl/proverbs , 03/06/2015. Website
So this is what I learnt, through an interview about myself.





My Rarotongan side
                                                          
I know my Father was a Cook Islander, and without him, there would be no me. I am proud, and hope to bring the past in to the future by being a part of him.
How do I acknowledge myself as a Rarotongan/Cook Islander?

My Acknowledgement of my father is my life, I know without my birth parents, I wouldn’t be Rarotongan, if my father wasn’t who he was, then I may not of been Rarotongan at all. I also acknowledge it through my artwork, I try to make his life, still exist, as though he is a part of me. I am inspired by Rarotongan everything, so that I might learn more about my culture.

My Art

The use of symbolism, by using Turtles, flowers and tattoos, trees and beaches, in my work, although I don’t use them to describe my work in the same way Fatu Feu’u does with his painting, memory of the orator (1995) .
Before I knew I was Rarotongan, I have been painting and drawing these things as though I was drawn to it, I do feel as though before I can remember, I have been guided along the way by the presence of my father, just like the myths and legends that we have learnt about.
There is always a meaning behind my work relating, and tying me back to my Rarotongan side.




 My blood

My Grandparents came from the Cook Islands and were cook islanders, like the book Ethnicity, Nationalism and minority rights states, Chinese food, eaten by Chinese, in a Chinese restaurant, eaten overseas, is food, or regional food etc…
Where is, the same food eaten by (non-Chinese) in the same restaurant becomes “ethnic food”.
Which made me think, even though, I don’t know very much about, my Rarotongan side, I still do know that, my Father was a Cook islander, my Grandparents were Cook Islanders, so whether I know about it or not, I am still a Cook Islander.

Because I was not raised by Rarotongan’s, and I am living in diaspora, does that make me less of the ethnicity I feel?
Not quite black enough, not quite white enough, so will I be left explaining my whiteness like Lester Halls, artist statement, where it sounds like he apologizes for being white, explaining that he just does the artwork that he feels passionate about.

I have been able to meet some of my relatives, meeting my cousins and siblings, for the first time, was a step into knowing my roots as a Pacific islander. This is the same way I interpreted Dwyer’s words when he states “Ethnicity is a product of contact not isolation” Stories of my father, and being able to have some knowledge of who he used to be, holds me to my blood ties. Dwyer’s quote, Ethnicity, Nationalism and Minority Rights. Cambridge, UK: Cambridge University Press, 2004. Print. 12/05/2015




My Genes

I question who he was? And long for the need to be acknowledged by family.
I teach my children to know that they are part Cook Islander, and not to carry that lightly in making sure they carry on the culture. With 60,333 Cook Islander Maoris in New Zealand we need to be aware, of our roles and ethnicity making sure that our culture doesn’t die out. (New Zealand Hearld 2015 taken from the New Zealand Satistics Record) Hearld, N., & Hutchins, L. (2015, March 7). Pacific City. Pacific People Living in New Zealand.

Respect

I still acknowledge my father why? Like the words spoken by Yolande Ah Chong If you don’t who will? Our stories need to be told. Through my art work, I include my father to keep his memory and name alive.
This is what I took from the book Culture and Identity in New Zealand, when I read what is it when we search for cultural identity? And it goes on to say, is it to have a unified view of their culture or is it, just so you can relate to a larger group, and be able to identify with the commonness of a group. Chong, Y. A. (Director) (2015, March 30). Who are you? Pacific histories with an eccentric view class panel. Lecture conducted in, Auckland.at M.i.t visual arts campus





My Maori Side

I have always known I was part Maori through my birth mother, sometimes I try to deny that part of me, simply because I have always known I am part Maori, and I feel it is unfair to my Rarotongan side. Echoing the words of Rosanna Raymond, being half Maori and Samoan and Siliga Satonga, being Samoan, although raised in New Zealand, and at the time, around a predominantly white world. Remaining true to your culture, when you are unsure of it, and being able, to relate to it, is a very hard thing to do. I am slowly coming to the realization that in order to be myself, although I am a half-caste, without one of my ethnicities, I am neither.

I would not be here without my Maori side, and there are stories to be told through that side as well, in order for my family to be who they are, their stories need to be told. I try to look at it as though, this VA has been disrupted, and with time can be reactivated.
Reflecting on my Maori side, I see how my life could have been, and realize, I may not of been as privileged as I am. Uhila, K. (Director) (2015, March 13). The Va. Guest speaker. Lecture conducted in Auckland.

Tongan
The answer I got from Leilani Kake, when I questioned her on Ethnicity was, whatever you feel you are, as long as you are being true to yourself and culture, I also gathered that information from science, and sociology about ethnicity when it states; yet too many expectations to this sort of racial grouping have been found to make any racial categorizations truly viable. This fact that no clear cut races exist, only assorted physical and genetic variations across human individuals and groups. Kake, L. (Director) (2015, February 27). What is Moananui? Guest speaker. Lecture

So does this mean, you may well just be, the ethnicity you are surrounded by, in that case, I have no, Tongan blood, however like to think of myself as a part of a Tongan family, as well , because, I am married to a Tongan, and have Tongan children, their heritage as pacific islanders is made stronger by myself, and my husband, their stories are a part of mine, and mine theirs, like the book Ethnicity’s and multi culturalism states voluntary in its conception of group affiliation and group boundaries new groups may emerge, older groups man coalesce, or disappear.

Pakeha
My Art
I am a perfectionist at heart, I get this from my dad who is exactly the same as me, or rather me of him, I like to think I am organized and punctual, I am the same as my Dad, he has always taught me that if you want something done right, to do it yourself, and to do it fully.
I’ am also an over thinker, I got that from my mother, who brought me up to care about everyone and everything. Relating to the words of Yolande, when she said we have to start caring about each other and other pacific islanders, although it should, maybe relate to all people, as I was raised by white people, I can relate to both sides, and not only pacific islanders. Chong, Y. A. (Director) (2015, March 30). Who are you Pacific histories with an eccentric view class panel. Lecture conducted in Auckland.


My Love

My loyalties lie, with the love for my parents, I am so grateful for the way I was raised, like a pacific island family my morals and expectations, of myself are high, although in respect I want to succeed and to get my parents approval.
Just like Siliga Satonga, when he stated that he was always trying to get, the approval of his parents, and maybe didn’t realize how important that was at the time, also the words of Lana Lopesi when she claimed she wanted her work to appeal to all people not only one race or age.


My Morals

My parents have always been positive role models for me, teaching me to always treat people the way I want to be treated. Through this, I understand it as a pride familiar to the rules and respect, that have been passed through the generations of pacific families, and that are given and shown to elders and parents.
Just like a pacific pride, that is shown through things like, Art , dance and carving, to be kind to other people, and think of their feelings not only my own. I also consider this to be a part of the work shown by the Niuean craft group and how Kolokesa Mahina-Tuai showed respect to the women, in letting them show and present their work the way they wanted too.
I have always been taught to always try my hardest and follow my dreams, this is what I remember Kalisolaite Uhila saying when he said that Filipe Tohu told him that art was no place for him if he has a wife and child.
Not listening Uhila stuck to his passions, and gained the Walters Prize award for his work.










Supportive and always there for me, I can relate to the words of Bob Marley when he states “I don’t stand for the black man’s side, or the white man’s side, I stand for gods side. Which has given me the understanding of, I am not one race or the other, I don’t relate more to one side more, than the other, and in fact I have a view into both worlds.
 Uhila, K. (Director) (2015, March 27)L.Lopesi Re-learning,Researching,Rewriting pacific history. Guest speaker. Lecture conducted in , Auckland.

This message is how I interpreted Jim Vivieare’s bottled ocean works to say, when he gathered pacific island artists from local sources and of all stages of their career, I gained the idea from reading about that that exhibition, when he stated that, “the only reason we are here is that we are Polynesian-not on our merits but because we’re the “other”…So in other words I thought he meant that we are just great artist, and why do we have to be classed as one race. In discovering this it made me think that my nationality/ethnicity is what I choose it to be, and that is made up of a little of everything, from where I live, lived where I was born, how I was raised and how I was not raised, my ethnicity is my birth parents, my blood, my genes and mostly my adoptive parents, because without them, I would not of been able to carry any of this from the past in to the future.
Jim wanted you to see the works for what the works were and that was Polynesian artist producing Polynesian works and showing their abilities to be the artists that they already are.
What I have learnt from all of my research is that I am unique just by my story and the stories I have to tell, my life is what makes me the ethnicity I am. My ethnicity is made up of the past, present, and future. Like the words of Lana Lopesi, in order to move forward we need to re-create and reflect history in order to show who we are.
I am here to tell my father’s story and without me this would not happen.              Word count 2067

  Bibliography

May, Stephen, Tariq Modood, and Judith Squires. Ethnicity, Nationalism and Minority Rights. Cambridge, UK: Cambridge University Press, 2004. Print.
Novitz, David, and W. E Willmott. Culture and Identity in New Zealand. [Place of publication not identified]: GP Books, 1989. Print.
Božić-Vrbančić, Senka. Tarara. Dunedin, N.Z.: Otago University Press, 2008. Print. Page 45,200,231
Freeman, Derek. Margaret Mead and Samoa. Cambridge, Mass.: Harvard University Press, 1983. Print.

Māhina-Tuai, Kolokesa U. 'Living Treasures: Tongan Textile Koloa. Addo, Ping-Ann (2013) Creating a Nation with Cloth: Women, Wealth, and Tradition in the Tongan Diaspora. New York and Oxford:
Berghahn Books, 227 Pp, GBP95.00, Hbk, ISBN: 9780857458957.’ Asia Pac Viewp 55.3 (2014): 400-401. Web.
Hall, Lester. N.p., 2015. Web. 15 May 2015.
Funk, David T. 'Our Islands, Our Selves: A History of Conservation in New Zealand David Young. Our Islands, Our Selves: A History Of Conservation In New Zealand. University Of Otago Press. Dunedin, New Zealand. 298 Cloth.. 2004. ISBN: 877276 S94 4.'. Natural Areas Journal 28.2 (2008): 200-202. Web.

'Identity before Identity Politics'. Choice Reviews Online 47.04 (2009): 47-2319-47-2319. Web.
Proverbs, Maori. N.p., 2015. Web. 18 May 2015.  Whāia te iti kahurangi ki te tūohu koe me he maunga teitei Seek the treasure you value most dearly: if you bow your head, let it be to a lofty mountain This whakatauki is about aiming high or for what is truly valuable, but it's real message is to be persistent and don't let obstacles stop you from reaching your goal.




Wednesday, June 1, 2016

I Love Hawaii

I don't know why but I love everything Hawaiian, their language, people, the myth Pele well even though she didn't come from Hawaii but just everything the aloha of the people there I'm just so in to everything Hawaiian. I have never been there I don't know anyone there But still feel like its calling me. Also love hula the story behind it and their passion for their Hawaiian culture.

Monday, May 9, 2016

Sponsor search

So here is a better version of my other post, this one is coming from my heart, and is my confidence as a Pacific Island Artist.

So guys!!!! I am trying my hardest to get to a Pacific Arts Festival in Amsterdam, I am looking for a sponsor IS THIS PERSON YOU ??, every dollar counts like literally every dollar!!!
PLEASE SUPPORT ME !!! I am trying my hardest to get to a Pacific Arts Festival in Amsterdam this August and I only have till july to get my airfare together, I am running out of time and fast!!??every dollar counts like literally every dollar!!!
PLEASE SUPPORT ME.
If you are looking for a Project to SPONSOR or know someone who would want to support a pacific arts project, why don't you check out my site @deborahthackermcdonald@weebly.com or my face book page at DeborahThackerMcDonald you are the person or the people I have been looking for, this is not just a chance for me to travel, but for me to give people in Amsterdam a chance to experience a little bit of kiwiana meets the Cook Islands, I will also be opening up the doors for other Pacific Island Artists to experience this kind of oppotunity as well, I would not let you down!!! I am the kind of person that works my hardest at everything I do, I would be glad to support your brand or business in the Netherlands. And I am just waiting for that one break where I can go and do what I was born to do, yes i am just a girl, but this girl is full of passion for the arts and is willing to put herself out there, and hunt it down like there is no tomorrow.

So please just check it out Please, even better Sponsor me, watch this space because you haven't heard the last of me yet. please don't just like my status and feel free to comment lol I am running out of time.



WHY SHOULD YOU SUPPORT...BECAUSE IM A :

Proud Kiwi you can help me - NZ
Proud Cook Islander You can help me Represent- kuki's
Proud Mum- Calling all - Mothers!!
lover because it rhymed with mother
Proud Artist- Any Artist can help you might just find yourself in my position too :)
Proud Pacific Islander - Support the Poly arts guys - any Pacific Island 
Along time ago this was not art it was just pacific people living 

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Searching for a Sponsor

So here is a better version of my other post, this one is coming from my heart, and is my confidence as a Pacific Island Artist.

So guys!!!! I am trying my hardest to get to a Pacific Arts Festival in Amsterdam, I am looking for a sponsor IS THIS PERSON YOU ??, every dollar counts like literally every dollar!!!
PLEASE SUPPORT ME !!! I am trying my hardest to get to a Pacific Arts Festival in Amsterdam this August and I only have till july to get my airfare together, I am running out of time and fast!!??every dollar counts like literally every dollar!!!
PLEASE SUPPORT ME.
If you are looking for a Project to SPONSOR or know someone who would want to support a pacific arts project, why don't you check out my site @deborahthackermcdonald@weebly.com or my face book page at DeborahThackerMcDonald you are the person or the people I have been looking for, this is not just a chance for me to travel, but for me to give people in Amsterdam a chance to experience a little bit of kiwiana meets the Cook Islands, I will also be opening up the doors for other Pacific Island Artists to experience this kind of oppotunity as well, I would not let you down!!! I am the kind of person that works my hardest at everything I do, I would be glad to support your brand or business in the Netherlands. And I am just waiting for that one break where I can go and do what I was born to do, yes i am just a girl, but this girl is full of passion for the arts and is willing to put herself out there, and hunt it down like there is no tomorrow.

So please just check it out Please, even better Sponsor me, watch this space because you haven't heard the last of me yet. please don't just like my status and feel free to comment lol I am running out of time.



WHY SHOULD YOU SUPPORT...BECAUSE IM A :

Proud Kiwi you can help me - NZ
Proud Cook Islander You can help me Represent- kuki's
Proud Mum- Calling all - Mothers!!
lover because it rhymed with mother
Proud Artist- Any Artist can help you might just find yourself in my position too :)
Proud Pacific Islander - Support the Poly arts guys - any Pacific Island 
Along time ago this was not art it was just pacific people living 

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Thursday, January 28, 2016

Thursday, January 21, 2016

Brought tears to my eyes

Watching a movie on a man from China who had to leave the country to make a better life for himself his wife has Alzheimer's and when he goes back to China he finds out if he had not left his life and the life of his family wouldn't of been as bad as it seemed at the time.

Friday, January 15, 2016

Lupus lupus lupus

Dear lupus you suck
You run my body down
Inhabiting all of the energy I once had
And making it your own
There are days when I could let you win
Although face with a grin
Some people don't believe your there
But I have learnt to bare 
You won't win because lupus like you
I will never give in. 

A little sum thin sumthin

What do you mean?
This is my work ,blogging out my dreams




Sunday, January 10, 2016

Ma studio space

Hang loose you silly goose this is where I create

Inception Photography

Try keep up 

Pencil drawing


The Great Explorers

Our Pacific Island Warriors had travelled the whole world before columbus or cook had even worked out what a paddle was, we had sail boats before they were born, just not greedy so we visited and then left and went home to our own indigenous lands.


Modern day pacific beauty

Captured in time diaspora island beauty claiming back what was taking away this aint no dusky maiden this is Pacific domination!!!!
And you just got colonised.

Gallery Piece Sold


screen printing

my screen print

pacific photography

pacific styles

photography


photoshop pacifika


Saturday, January 2, 2016

Step 2

Always notice, big or small if she does something to her hair she wants you to notice.